Sunday, July 25, 2004

Wicked


Where do I stand in the axis of Good and Evil?

Or is there one in the first place?

Somehow, under certain circumstances, I am being led to question my role in life. Will I grow up to be a villian? I've always been drawn to the darker aspect of life: that of cruelty. no mercy.

It is perfectly normal to question the things in life; it's part of the process of adapting to our lives. However, I feel a certain something stirring deep within. It spawned a few ideologies and philosophies that seem destructive. Am I a villian, that is characterised by the extreme end of the Evil axis? Frightening. Am I destroying myself? Or is this a calling to the darker side of me? It beckons me.

What is my identity? My role in life? I do hope I am wrong, for the prospect that I am right is... unthinkable.

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