Why am I doing this...

Why the urge to type random stuff in this disused blog in the middle of the night?

I suspect it's to do with my Business Law exam tomorrow... and all the weird yet thought provoking DREAMS I had over the past few weeks.

As much as I can recall: I dreamed of my Teddy Bear, evading a gang fight in Balestier (yes I even remember the location), a friend cheating on his girlfriend, and even a way of killing someone without leaving personally identifying evidence behind. Kudos to anyone who can interpret all these!

But all those are besides the point. Dreams are JUST DREAMS. I still don't understand: Why am I writing all these down?

Just being random, I guess. Consistent with all my recent behavior and thoughts. I'm forgetting how to BE A NORMAL PERSON. If anything, at most, I'd be posting stuff here on the safe assumption that nobody would read any of this... This blog IS dead anyway. I don't, and have never been recorded past EVENTS that happened to me here. It's just an ad hoc, sporadic, minor repository of the myriad of random THOUGHTS. I guess my mind has been wandering off again - far too much this time as I mental confront many personal issues. So burdensome that I have to dump some stuff down.

BTW I've made some changes to this blog over the past few months. So yea, I've been contemplating about this forgotten website for awhile.