Limbo...

Finally resumed blogging... Blogging is one of the lowest on the "to do" list right now. Life last week was hectic and frentic, like your head constantly being submerged in the water... You hardly have any free time to catch your breath. (Reminds me of some torture method... poor soul...) Anyways, too many things happening too fast. It is but a continuum of events deviced to wear you out thoroughly, like a pair of old sneakers... Concert practice, concert practice, concert practice, re-doing of project work proposal, drama practice for extras, lecture test, Nafta test, homework, concert practice again... Not to mention what happens NEXT WEEK, the REAL concert performance...

Seriously, I've had this lethargic attitude towards life for as long as I can remember, it has caused me few troubles along the way of course, but never of such a magnitude. I may have to rewire myself.

There were short moments where one can breathe though, and breathe new life one does:
VJC Carnival last saturday: Really fun, really lame, met a few "long lost" friends... Even some not from VJC... My primary school nemesis and friend (single entity, Raymond Ong remember me?), really good friend in secondary school (Nicholas and friends), plus really good friend in HCJC first three months (Terence Kooi and friends). I'm beginning to miss you all again...

Post Nafta test/ Chemistry SPA Practical Assessment Elation: Feeling really high after the initial worries wore away... Came out of the Chemistry Lab feeling worried (Damn Mdm Ching caught me with residual crystals in the weighing bottle!) but the tension was finally gone... Nafta test too... Found never-before-seen strength from a feeling of weakness before the test... (Woah did I manage to do THAT?!) I had (notice the tense) been in bad shape ever since I could remember... Seems like I have very bad memories... In the end, it is the easing of tension that's most important.

Of course, some people don't consider such things Hell, but then again, my mileage may vary and so may yours. I get serious allergic reactions to stress that leaves my body totally ENERVATED and barely clinging to the threads of life... But the unwinding of tension after all that activity almost makes Hell worthy to visit.